Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Knut and other cuteness

Yep, I did indeed see Knut over the weekend. Yes, Knut is the baby polar bear who was rejected by his mother and, after some controversy over whether a rejected baby polar bear should be put to sleep or be raised by a human being, is being raised by his "keeper". Knut, however, is growing very fast; he now has teeth and claws and all that, and his keeper has to wear special clothing and stuff to cover his hands so he doesn't get torn to shreds playing with Knut.

It was a very fun day at the zoo. Manu was at a seminar for the day on Saturday, and Timo wanted to do something fun with the kids, but it's difficult for him to go anywhere with three kids all by himself. So he asked if I was interested in going with them to the zoo. And of course I was! We had a blast. The kids really like the animals, and Berlin has a pretty nice zoo. I enjoyed it. The place was still packed when it came time for Knut to come out and play, and that was a little crazy, but not bad. We had a fun day.

Other than that, there's not a ton of news... Life is good. A couple things on my mind lately; one thing I can't really discuss publicly (it's not bad, just, uh, secret!) and the other is, well, my future. Specifically, there are some people from our denomination here (the Evangelical Free Church) who are coordinating a missions project called Live to the Power of Nothing (Live^0). They are sending teams about 20 young people (20-somethings) to various cities around the world for a 2-year project; the main focus is on ministering to people particularly through social aid. Anyways... they are contemplating sending such a team to Berlin, and they asked me to help with the research and drafting of a proposal for what the team would do. I'm working with Timo and mainly one other guy on this; it is super exciting, mainly because one of the big things we are really considering is ministering to the Turkish communities in Berlin. Right up my ally! It's so exciting to have other people around me who are excited about my passions and can envision a practical application of them. That doesn't really happen much in America. ("I think when I grow up, I want to teach Turkish kids in Germany." "Huh???") Yeah, so it's really cool.

And that's basically life right now. Oh yeah, I'm doing a really cool Bible study right now, "Experiencing God" (or "Gott Erfahren" in German!) by Henry Blackaby. It's way awesome. My biggest lesson out of that so far is that serving God doesn't just mean doing stuff. It means having a close relationship with Him, knowing Him intimately and being moldable in His hands. Then He can really use us for whatever He wants to do in the world. I am learning to go to God not just to ask for my next assignment, but to get to know Him and enjoy Him for who He is.

Ah yes, the photos from the zoo, as well as a dinner at church with a kids group we have:

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Friday, April 27, 2007

My new life

Life is really good right now. I have good classes for the semester, not too much stress (I'll only have to write 2 term papers this semester instead of 3!!!), beautiful weather that I just can't get enough of, some exciting possibilities ahead of me, and the motivation to just start doing things differently - better - because I feel so much better when I do.

I'm gradually gonna get the hang of this going-to-bed-earlier-waking-up-earlier thing because even though I've never been a morning person, I think morning is the prettiest time of day, and I just feel good all day if I get up and make use of or at least enjoy the morning.

I'm feeling more inspired about schoolwork; it just seems more interesting to me now than it did before. It probably helps that I'm not all intimidated like I was last semester; I love sitting in my classes and NOT being the clueless foreign kid. The other day in a history class some German kids started complaining about the amount of reading we had to do and I was like "Eh no biggie!"

I'm feeling good because I'm experiencing the fact that changing old habits really is possible, and totally worth it. I've got a lot of things on my mind right now but I have peace about all of them because I know God's in control.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Los geht's

Ahh, back to the real world. Second semester started this week. Which is weird, because everyone at Penn is getting out for summer break soon; this week is the LAST week of classes there. But it's okay. The weather here has been very nice, which just makes life happier. And so far I've visited some cool courses.

I'm actually almost set on a schedule for the semester; looks like it'll be the course our program director is teaching - American Perspectives on Germany from Bismarck through Hitler, Social and Cultural History of East and West Germany Compared (same prof as my TV and History course last semester), plus Turkish 3. I'm also visiting a couple modern literature courses, from which I will choose one to take.

Still up in the air is what sort of musical activity I might be engaging in this semester. It didn't work out with that other choir I wanted to join--I will be out of town on the big rehearsal weekend right before the concert--so I'm still looking for some other possibilities. Maybe voice lessons. We'll see.

That's all for now--got another class to go to soon. Later!

Saturday, April 14, 2007

More pictures

An afternoon at the Tscherners' (another family from church) with Tobi
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Robert and Emily's Easter Egg Hunt
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

PICTURES

Well, I just took Mom to the airport, so things are quieting down now. It feels weird to be here by myself! The last several weeks have been pretty awesome though, so I can't complain. I've got just enough time to rest up and get organized before second semester starts.

I have a ton of pictures I haven't posted yet, so here we go...

First of all, my trip to see Shannon in Lyon:
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Celebrating Robert's birthday at "Tommy's turbulente Tobewelt" ("Tommy's Turbulent Tumble-World... kinda like Discovery Zone in the U.S.):
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Mom and Dad's visit to Berlin (just a few random shots):
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My trip to Istanbul:
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Friday, March 30, 2007

İstanbul`dayım! Türkiye'den çok selamlar!

Hello from İstanbul! I can't believe I'm here. My mom and I arrived here on Wednesday and have spent the last two days staying with a Turkish family - my TA from my Turkish class at Penn last year is back in İstanbul now and lives with her parents and sister - eating Turkish food, learning how to avoid carpet sellers, visiting incredible Turkish palaces and other sites, and gawking at the beautiful vıew of the Bosphorus and the Golden Horn, a small natural harbour that juts into İstanbul. It is beautiful here and we are having quite a cultural experience! One for the books! Pictures and more stories are on the way - I will post them when I get home.

I also had a lovely week with my parents here. Mom is here wıth me in İstanbul and will stay with me in Berlin until Wednesday. I will also send some pictures from that and share more stories as well.

For now... Görüşürüz! (See you later!)

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Beaucoup fun in France!

Greetings from Lyon! I am here visiting Shannon and having a great time. Here's what we've done so far:

On Tuesday I got up early and flew to Lyon (via Munich - actually found the best deal on Lufthansa). When I got to Lyon, I took a bus to the heart of town, where Shannon met me right after her class. The weather was (and still is) absolutely beautiful - like mid 60's. We hopped in the subway from there to get to where her host family lives - they were nice enough to let me stay here too. After dropping off my stuff and getting a tour of the house (no one was home yet) we went out and walked around so Shannon could get me acquainted with the city. We found a litte cafe where we could sit outside and chat. After a little more wandering we also got waffles with Nutella, one of Shannon's favorite snacks here. :) We also did a little grocery shopping.

We ate dinner with the host family, which was really really nice. Her host parents have three children but they are grown-up and not at home, so it was me and Shannon and the parents, plus another exchange student staying with them who is from China and two dinner guests that her dad invited over from work. One of them was this guy from Mexico who was hilarious! Everyone could speak English so there was no trouble there, though occaisionally they switched into French, but usually I could at least figure out what they were talking about. Also, the dad speaks some German too, so he spoke a little German with me. They were super cute. The food was great too - we had lasagne, and I think it was the best lasagne I have ever had. There was no ricotta cheese (which is the number one thing I don't normally like about lasagne), but instead some kind of creamy cheese layer. It was really tasty. We also had "tomatoes provencal" - tomatoes sliced in half and topped with olive oil, thyme, and I think a little bit of garlic and then baked in the oven. Tres delicious! Last but not least came the cheese plate. There were like 6 or 7 kinds of cheese; I tried three of them. My favorite was comte, which is a harder cheese and tastes a little bit like parmesan. I also tried camembert, which is brie-like in consistency but has a little more of a kick to it, and roquefort, which is made from sheep's milk and has some bluish greenish stuff in it. It is not very attractive. But it actually tasted pretty good. I don't think I could eat a whole lot of it at a time, since it's pretty intense, but I liked it more than I thought I would. Dinner was really late, so afterward Shannon and I watched a few DVD's of one of her new favorite TV shows, and then it was time for bed.

Yesterday Shannon didn't have any classes, so we slept in and had a lazy morning, then we met Janine (girl from Penn who also stayed with me when she and Shannon came to Berlin) for lunch at Shannon's favorite sandwich place. I had this yummy calzone-like thing with ham and cheese, plus they had a sort of combo-meal that included a drink and a dessert for only 5 Euros, so I finished it off with a tasty little strawberry-kiwi-raspberrry tart. Delicious! From there we went over to "Old Lyon", on the other side of the river, where there is a big beautiful basilica (Fourviere) and also a big Roman amphitheatre. That was really cool. For one thing, the view from up there is amazing - you can see the whole city, and with such nice weather it was just great. The basilica is absolutely gorgeous too. It is so ornate and full of incredible artwork. The amphitheatre is really cool - the acoustics are incredible! There is a certain spot on the stage at the bottom where if you talk, there are perfect acoustics - it sounds like there are speakers or something. We sat up there for awhile just admiring the view and the nice weather, then after that we decided to cross the river again and visit the park. They have a really cool park in Lyon. It is huge, and parts of it are like a zoo - they have giraffes, zebras, monkeys, crocodiles... crazy huh? They also have this random part of the park with a big ditch going around it which is full of deer. People throw there old baguettes to feed the deer! Very funny. We had hot chocolate in the park along the lake that's on one side of it, then we made our way to the subway to go to a big grocery store, where we had to pick out what we needed to make an "American dinner" for her host family tomorrow night. We found Jack Daniel's barbecue sauce in this store! So guess what we're making? Sloppy joes!!! I canNOT wait to see her cute little French host parents eating sloppy joes! It's going to be hilarious.

We dinner at home again that night, but this time the dad was gone at some work thing so it was just the mom, me, Shannon, and the Chinese girl. As an appetizer we had leek soup with mussels, then for dinner we had what I am calling "seafood pot pie" - it was basically chicken pot pie but with salmon and scallops instead of the chicken. It was pretty tasty. I'm not normally a huge fan of salmon, but this was very good salmon. We ended up not having cheese that night - we had yogurt instead, with homemade jelly. Yum.

This morning Shannon had class, so while she was in class, I went to an art museum. It was pretty neat - they have a lot of great sculptures, but paintings as well. I left in time to visit the gift shop because I always like museum gift shops, but when I got down there it looked like it was closed, so I had some time to wander. :) I went to a pharmacy because my throat has been sore, and I was like, "parlez vous anglais?" and they helped me get some stuff for my throat. Then I decided to get a milkshake from McDonald's because there is one right down the street from Shannon's apartment and it is super trendy - very jazzy decor. I think it's hilarious. I wanted a milkshake for my throat. Despite my lack of French abilities I was able to successfully get what I wanted - "milk shake fraise", a strawberry milkshake. Then I mosied over to meet Shannon, stopping in a random cute store to buy some earrings on the way. :)

Shannon and I had lunch at Pomme de Pain, which is sort of the French version of Cosi. After lunch we walked to the university, since Shannon had another class. During her class I sat in a little courtyard and read a book in the sun. :) Then we met back up, wandered around the city a bit , poking our heads in a few stores and finishing the afternoon with crepes. From there we stopped at home to look up recipes for chocolate chip cookies (that we could actually make here), then made a quick trip to the grocery store to purchase the necessary ingredients. Then it was time for dinner! Dinner tonight was at a nice restaurant that her host mom recommended. I had French onion soup, a Lyonnaise dish with these sort of dumpling-like things with sausage and mushrooms in a cream sauce, and then for dessert we split upside-down pear cake with caramel and dark chocolate and white chocolate swirled mousse. Tres yummy!!!

Tomorrow we don't have too much planned - in the evening we will be preparing our American dinner. We are also going to make an American birthday cake, since tomorrow's my birthday! I am having a great time here - this was a nice way to celebrate. :)

That's all the news for now... hope everyone is doing well!

Friday, March 09, 2007

I'm free!!!

Hehe, that reminds me of Footloose. That was centuries ago! Wow... anyways... I am done with the papers!!! I've actually been done basically since Monday and technically since yesterday--on Monday I finished writing the last paper and sent it to the tutor for proofreading, and yesterday I made the small adjustments based on her corrections and sent the final version to my prof. It is a great feeling.

The last couple days have been slightly strange with nothing really big and important to do, but life will start getting busier... in a good way! Here is some upcoming funness I have on my calendar:

This Saturday: "practiing" making Mexican food for the Fiesta we are having at church in a few weeks. Yummmy.......!

Next Monday: I'm going to rehearsal for the second time for this cool choir I might be joining. I went last week and really liked it. It is a smaller group, probably 30-35 people, a mix of music and non-music students from all over Berlin. Since I liked it the director said I should come to a second rehearsal and then afterwards she will officially decide if I'm "in". I hope I can join, 1) for the music and singing and 2) because I'd get to know lots of German kids my age, which is harder than expected because they don't really have the "campus life" here that American universities do. The group is very social though - they always go out for a beer (or a hot chocolate!) together after rehearsal, with their director too!

Next Tuesday: I'm going to Lyon to visit Shannon!!! I am so excited! For one thing, I have never been to France, and really, until Shannon and Janine visited me and told me all about their experiences, I really didn't know anything about France and I wasn't particularly interested. But now I am very interested, and super-excited about getting to hang out with my favorite roomie from Penn! Plus, I get to stay with her host family, which will be so neat. Shannon told me all about the amazing meals they have, which of course are always accompanied by a cheese plate with like 8 types of cheese... And Shannon is stocking up on chocolate for me... teehee...

Next Friday: I turn 21! I will still be in France, so I will celebrate with Shannon.

Next Saturday: I come back from France, and I might try to get together with friends here in Berlin to celebrate my birthday.

The Wednesday after that: Mom and Dad come to visit!!!!!!! I can't wait!!!!!!!

The Sunday after that: The Fiesta at church. Mom is going to help with the food, and it's going to be fun! We are having it as part of the 40 Days of Purpose campaign we are doing right now. It is actually going to be an opportunity for people to present all the areas in which people can get involved in the church and give people an opportunity to find ways to get involved, but they recommend adding a theme to make it a special event that no one will want to miss. So... I thought it would be awesome to have a Fiesta! And Tobi and Manu liked the idea, so... I'm getting to eat Mexican food in Berlin! Woohoo!

The Tuesday after that: Dad has to go back to the U.S. But...

The Wednesday after that: Mom and I depart for ISTANBUL! And we are staying with Elif, my TA from my Turkish classes at Penn!!

The Saturday after that: We come back from Istanbul.

The Wednesday after that: Mom has to go back to the U.S. I will be sad. But then, not long afterward, second semester will start (and hopefully kick first semester's butt!), I will go on an excursion to Hamburg with my study abroad program, I will come home briefly for my brother's graduation!!!, and... I'm sure life will continue to be fun.

Hehe........ can you tell I'm excited?

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

TWO down, ONE to go!!!

I'm two-thirds done! Woohoo!!!!!

One more week of this madness... I hope I can make it. I also hope I can figure out what the heck the last paper is really supposed to be about... heh heh oops. Wish me luck!

In other news, it's almost spring! It's been so nice and sunny lately! And this week it will be March, and March means spring. Woot!

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

One down, two to go...

But most importantly, one down!!! I just finished the first term paper--the hardest one, actually--and I'm feeling very encouraged. It's a very good feeling to have completed something that didn't seem possible a few months ago. And... it really wasn't that bad. Once I got myself to just start putting something on the page, it kinda came together.

Also, having Shannon and Janine here for a little while really helped. I was little nervous that I'd be distracted and tempted not to work, but they actually turned out to be a source of encouragement. I didn't get to go around sightseeing with them a lot, but living with friends for a few days just gave me a necessary boost. If they hadn't been here, I know I would've just sat in front the computer all day everyday feeling depressed and thus not working very effectively. But they cheered me up a lot and helped me to relax a bit. :)

So... now we're on to the next one! Not without taking a little time to celebrate a special day though... :)

Friday, February 16, 2007

"The H-word"

HAUSARBEITEN. The German word for TERM PAPERS.

Time to start writing. What I'm supposed to write... heh heh I wish I knew! Wish me luck!

These papers are really consuming my life right now. Grr. But, in like 2 weeks they will be done and I will be FREE for like 6 weeks. Can't wait.

In other news, Shannon (my roomie from Penn) and another friend from her study-abroad program in France are coming to visit this weekend. I will have to ditch them a good bit to work on papers, but it'll be fun to have people around. I hate spending so much time alone, and especially now that classes are over, I'm pretty much by myself except for when I'm at church stuff.

I hope everyone had a happy Valentine's Day! Mine was uneventful--V-Day is not a huge deal in Germany--but still nice. I wore lots of pink to keep me in the V-Day spirit.

Sigh... I'm getting anxious to get out of study-land and into the real world where life is more consistent and normal. Hopefully when I finally get there I won't miss study-land and it's on-again off-again nature. Right now I can't imagine that...

Monday, February 12, 2007

Photo update

I don't really have time to write, but I have time to post some pictures...

Okay this isn't a great picture, but maybe the "stern look of approval" is easier to imagine if you at least know what the guy looks like. Here's Manfred, the choir director:

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And here are some pictures of my pastor's little kids, who I'm totally addicted to: Robert, Emily and Heidi. :)

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Robert thinks it's cool that we both have blue coats. :)

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Robert and Emily playing inside their new armoire/closet thing, before the drawers had been put in...

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Emily looks a little suspicious!

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And here's little Heidi, though she's grown a good bit since I took this picture (like 2 mos. ago).

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Cute just got cuter.

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Hard to believe, I know. But this morning I experienced a level of cuteness far beyond what I had ever imagined.

Last night after dinner (which was like midnight!) I asked Timo if he would call me in the morning when he gets up. Robert and Emily are very early birdies and so Timo is pretty much always up between 6 and 7 because of them. I was afraid I'd oversleep and miss class or even my exam since I'd been out so late the night before. Timo thought it was funny but said he'd call. Then I jokingly told him that Emily should call me because she'd just be like "Keeee-nahh!!!" and then I would definitely wake up.

So, bright and early this morning, I'm all snuggled in my warm bed and in the middle of some dream, and all of a sudden my cell phone rings. My first thought: Argh! Who in the world would call me in the middle of night? Second thought: Oh no, I told Timo to call me. Yeah right Timo, I'm going back to bed! But then I answered the phone, and alas, a sweet little voice... "Keena aufstehen!" ("Keena get up!") It was the cutest thing EVER. I laughed so hard and was so cheered-up I couldn't have gone back to sleep even if I wanted to. :)

Edit (7. Feb.): Okay so yesterday I too tired and out of it to give a full update, so I just posted the cute story because I couldn't wait to post it. :) Here's the rest of the news:

The choir concert was Monday night and went very well. Not 100% perfect, but a lot of things that were not working out at dress rehearsal on Sunday worked out at the concert, which was awesome! Our director is so cute too. He can be so funny and animated, and whenever we got through a hard part during the concert he looked up at us and gave us this very intense look of approval. Unfortunately hard to describe, but it was very nice. His conducting also becomes even more animated on stage than in rehearsal, which was also rather entertaining.

Lots of my friends came, which was really cool. During the orchestra-only work I played "Where's Waldo" and found Molly, Tobi, Clemens and Tina. The rest were hard to find. I was thankful though that they weren't like a lot of other choir people's friends and families, who stood up and waved rather hideously when we first came out on stage. Embarassing!

After the concert I went to dinner with Timo, Tobi, Clemens, Tina, Gerard, and Johanna. And guess what we ate? Mexican-ish food! This restaurant was sort of a vague Mexican/Brazilian/South American place. Most importantly: I ate fajitas. And they weren't bad. Salsa was actually decent too. Wasn't fresh like American Mexican restaurants, but it didn't taste like ketchup!

Only bad thing about it was that we left the restaurant at midnight, and I had my Turkish final the next morning. The exam was at 10 but I had another class before that at 8:30, which is why I was afraid I'd oversleep and thus asked Timo to call me when he woke up. And then sweet little Emily called. Soooooooooo precious!

The exam went well. Turkish teacher was nice and gave each of us the opportunity to ask for help on up to 5 vocabulary words. For each question we didn't use, however, we earned an extra .5 point. I used four of mine, so I didn't really gain many extra points, but other than the questions I used I felt like I knew everything. I was pretty well-prepared. Hopefully I did well--Turkish is a lot like math, you can understand the concepts really well and still make careless errors that can mess you up a good bit, but I took my time with it and had time to check a lot of answers too. We'll see!

After the exam I pretty much just crashed at home. I did a little laundry because all my jeans were dirty (jeans are important!) and attempted to do a little reading, but it didn't really work. Oh well. Then I met up with Tobi to plan out our "Mitarbeiter Fiesta" for the 40 Days of Purpose (series by Rick Warren, now translated into German), then we ate at the Chinese restaurant underneath the church. Yum. Then I had music practice with Manu, which is always fun although my fingers are a little tender now from not playing guitar for two weeks. Then I went home and slept a lot.

And that's my update! In other news, Mom and Dad have finally planned their trip to visit me in March, and Mom and I are officially going to Istanbul and staying with Elif!!! Woot!!! I'm totally excited. Like, totally really excited. :)

That's it. Love to all!

Friday, February 02, 2007

Yippee!!! It's February!!!

That almost rhymed. Teeheehee.

So, despite the fact that "February" means my term papers are due in 1 month, I am totally stoked that it's February.

February is a really cool month. And greatly underappreciated. But my obsession with it probably makes up for it. Why do I like February so much?

Lots of reasons! For one thing, I'm not a big fan of January. It's just a hard month to get through. First you have the after-Christmas slump, and then there are no exciting holidays, and you have to go back to school/work/the real world and it's cold and gray and... you get the point. Only good thing about January this year is that in January, the days noticeably get longer again in Berlin, which is very comforting after the depressing darkness that falls in December.

Also, I really really like Valentine's Day. Like, a lot. Which most people think is kinda weird. Well, not most, but a lot. But Valentine's Day is the best non-religious holiday ever. "Significant other" or no "significant other", I can't help loving a holiday that celebrates red and pink (2 of my favorite colors), chocolate, and flowers, and love, and hugs. :) It just makes me happy. And because Valentine's Day is in February, the whole month of February just acquires this happy pinkish-ness for me. In my mental calendar, the whole month is colored pink.

Thirdly, my "spiritual birthday" (when I became a Christian) is in February, which is a cool milestone for me. This year I turn 3!

Fourthly, after February comes March. March means daffodils bloom (my favorite flower), my birthday, the beginning of spring, and then after that comes Easter. My dad always says he "lives on the slope of the curve"--i.e., it's not about where you're at, but where you're going. For me, January is pretty much a flat-bottom slump. But in February, the slope increases quite rapidly.

And thus, I am very happy that it is February.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

...and wintered some more!

It snowed!!! I love snow. Snow is soooooooooo pretty. Especially when you don't have a car and don't have to deal with the troubles that snow causes. And here, snow is a really good sign--it actually indicates warmth. In this time of year, lack of snow can often be attributed to temperature too cold for snow.

Isn't it cool how no two snowflakes are exactly alike? God makes really cool stuff. Like, way cool. :)

Other than snow, the other topic I want to write about tonight is the choir I'm singing in. I don't think I've talked about it much. Really, up until now it hasn't been that exciting. I mean, I like singing... like, a lot... but the choir is really huge, it's not hard to get into so we're not especially amazing, and you get the point. But, tonight was our first rehearsal with the orchestra (also students, which is cool because I have friends that play in it), and tonight was pretty sweet. The music just sounds weird without the orchestra, and my friends in orchestra said the same about it without the choir. Hearing it all together though was way cool. Especially this incredible work we are singing, Honegger's King David. We sing the German translation, which for me is almost like singing English, which you don't get to do that often in choirs. The work tells the story of David's life through the music and through short spoken sections. It has the effect almost of a musical. The music not only tells the story, but it also responds to it. It's really awesome (despite my lame attempt at describing the awesomeness). I don't think I've ever gotten that into something classical that I've sung. I have sung music I connected with personally in some way before, but never in my own language. Even when you translate the text of something in another language and you sing it with a knowledge of what it means, it's not the same as singing something in your own language.

So, enough rambling, I'm just on sort of a high right now. Man that was awesome. I'm still bummed that I have to miss church this weekend for rehearsals, but I really get to worship through this music! Sweet...

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Winter has... wintered.

That was supposed to be like a knock-off on the phrase "Spring has sprung." I know, not that funny, but I do try. :)

Yep, it's winter now. Below-freezing temperatures for the first time, I think since that little "November Snow" scare I had awhile ago. The nice, though strangely odd, dwelling in the 50's has come to an end, probably thanks to dear old Hurricane Kyrill. It was a beautiful sunny day today, but cold. I was outside around noon, and there were a few frozen puddles that were not melting despite the sunshine. Sigh...

Some pretty snow would be nice though! I've definitely had enough of this constant raining it does here. Snow would be a good alternative.

Other news? Not a whole lot. Plugging away on a presentation I have to give tomorrow about the Integration (or lack thereof) of Muslim Immigrants in Berlin. It is a very interesting topic (which is why I picked it, haha) but a little tough because I took a whole class about Immigrants in Germany (which was more or less a class about Muslim Immigrants in Germany) last year at Penn, which means I'm relatively well-informed on the topic for a non-German, but there are so many directions I could take this project that I just don't know what to pick. And, I'm annoyed that I don't have all the articles and notes I have from my class last year. Oh well.

Not too much else to report on... Oh yeah, on Friday I watched Finding Nemo in Germany with my friends Molly and Elizabeth. The characters are sooooooooo cute in German! Of course, they were cute anyway, but this was a new cuteness. The sea turtles even spoke German with Australian accents! We also rented The Incredibles (in German), but only Molly actually saw it because Elizabeth went home and I fell asleep. This Friday we plan to watch Monsters, Inc. in German.

That's all the news from here...

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Socialism is cool...?!

Okay, here it is, I just gotta say it... if there's one thing I don't like about Germany, it's the socialist attitudes. Especially at the university. I'm really rather baffled by it and am considering doing further research into this phenomenon during the break.

Elections took place this week at the university for student parliament. What exactly said parliament does or how much power they have, I'm not so sure. I am actually researching this at the moment so that I can write about it at my job. But, interestingly, student parliament elections work just like regular elections here - that is, you don't vote for a person, you vote for a party, and then each party can select a number of representatives to sit in the parliament according to the percentage of the vote that party received. At the university, they don't really have parties, but instead there are "lists" which appear to be about the same thing, but most are much more specialized. There are all kinds of "lists". First of all, there are lists that are associated with the major political parties in Germany, more or less the "Young Democrats", "Young Republicans", "Young Socialists", "Young Libertarians" and "Young Greens". Then there are a number of lists that represent specific majors or areas of study--the med students have one, law students, econ, history, philosophy, etc. Then are other special interest type ones, for gays, lesbians (yes they are separate groups here!), feminists, ethnic minorities, students who have a child, etc., as well as groups fighting for specific issues, primarily students against semester fees.

Basically all of them are incredibly left-ward leaning. The only ones that really aren't are the "Young Republicans" and "Young Libertarians", but they had very little advertising, and other lists actually put out flyers bashing them (as well as the other ones that are tied to political parties). Today, as I was researching all of this (to try to find out what in the world the student parliament actually does, how much power it has, etc. and also to investigate student opinions about this election) for work, I read a newspaper article that upset me more than any newspaper article has upset me in a really long time. It upset me for a number of reasons: very biased handling of an issue in an article that was not written as an opinion article, one-sided interviewing, and just the general shock received when one discovers that the university where one is studying is known as a left-wing stronghold. And by left-wing I don't mean left-wing like we know it in America. I think a lot of Democrats would not like all this either!

I don't get it. I just don't get it. These people expect higher education to fall from the sky into their hands, they don't want to pay a dime for it (and until very recently they never had to), and yet people wonder why so many Germans leave the country to go to college and why German universities are not competitive on the international spectrum. There are many initiatives right now trying to improve the universities--initiatives to bring some level of competition into the German university system, initiatives to streamline course registration and bureaucracy issues, initiatives to standardize (to some extent) diploma requirements so that diplomas can be better understood by international employers and schools... But the students here, at least from all the talk, are so resistant to change! The new diploma requirements set some higher standards, and they say it is an infringement on their freedom. Free higher education for all! is the big campaign. They will fight to the death over these semester fees (which soooooooooo miniscule compared to what it costs to finance higher education! up until now they've gone to college 100% free!!!) and are against the concept of having some universities be better than others (and receive more funding as a reward for accomplishment), but they don't seem to care that their own university is not that good! Maybe they just don't realize it could be better, but it's still... Settling for mediocrity is AOK with them. Heaven forbid a capitalist should enter the scene and suggest some ways to bring improvement.

Higher education costs money. It's a fact. In the U.S., we have never had "free higher education" but it works just fine. If you want to study badly enough, you can. You might have to work for it, but if you've got the grades and the desire to learn, you can go to college. Here? Less than a third of teenagers attend the type of high school that allows one to even study at a university (my thoughts on the split-track high school system another day), and those kids can bust their butts and still not get into the universities because there aren't enough spots. But there's no money to open new universities or expand the ones they have! Why? Because the whole darn thing is financed by the government (i.e. by the absurdly high taxes Germans have to pay) and controlled by the government, and the money's just not in the safe. I don't know what the motivation for these new fees was, but maybe, just maybe, they could go toward improvement of the university...

The kids at the university I attend right now probably had to go through a lot to get here. They represent a very small percentage of Germans who have the chance to study at a university. They cry "free higher education for all" but they don't realize that as long as higher education is "free" in the sense of "government financed", it will never really be free for all, and it will never be able to reach it's full potential.

I'm off my soapbox now. Just had to rant because my university is so disgustingly full of socialist this, socialist that, everything should just be free and I don't believe in that. I don't believe in forced mediocrity. Yes, I want every person to have a chance in society. But it's not happening the way the system works now, and in the meantime I really feel the achievements of so many are being stifled. This country has so much more potential.

In other news: surrived a hurricane last night! Hurricane "Kyrill" came sweeping through Germany yesterday, it was pretty crazy. I mean, I slept through it, but it was all over the news, and my Turkish class ended early yesterday because they decided to shut down the building we were in and send everyone home. On the front page of the newspaper yesterday was a weather map with big BLACK clouds sweeping in. You know that can't be good! But we survived. ;)

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Back in Berlin

Greetings from Berlin! Here I am, "home" again. It actually feels pretty good to be back here.

My journey back was a little interesting. Everything went as planned, except that my bag didn't make it (but it wasn't lost, it's being delivered today, thankfully!), but it was just like the weirdest day/two days ever. My flight took off from Nashville at 5:15pm on Sunday, and I arrived in Berlin around 4pm (Berlin time) on Monday, having stopped in Detroit and London inbetween. Tobi picked me up from the airport (and was a good sport about waiting with me to figure out what was up with my luggage) and brought me to my apartment, and when I got there, I had less than an hour before I had to leave to go to a film viewing for one of my classes at 6pm. Amazingly, I did not fall asleep during the movie (thanks for British Airways for flying me on a cozy 777 with newly designed economy class seats that have nice foot rests and adjustable lumbar, I slept pretty much that whole 8 hour flight). The movie was actually really good. But long. I mean, L-O-ong! It's actually a made-for-TV film series about the Holocaust, and we watched two parts of it, which lasted altogether almost 4 hours. I had never seen it before, but it's actually American (dubbed over in German) and pretty old. Meryl Streep stars in it, playing a young newly-wed. I spent the first hour of the movie trying to figure out if that was really her and the film was really American--you know, sometimes the lips don't move exactly the way they sound, but when it's an old film, it's hard to tell... Then in one scene a family was singing "Silent Night" and gave themselves away when their mouths said "holy night" while the voices sang "heilige Nacht". Those don't look anything alike.

So I made it through the whole thing, got home, and still thought it was Sunday. I was confused why there were so many people out and about on a Sunday night, and why the subways and buses were running more frequently than usual for a Sunday (when they more or less don't exist). I managed to go to sleep around midnight and woke up feeling better though. First thing in the morning was the class for which we had the film viewing, and the prof was like, "Frau Lordeman, can you give us a recap of what we saw for those who couldn't make it? And what was your impression of it as an American?" My first thought was, "Uhh, I didn't even know what day it was last night, why are you asking me?" but miraculously, German started coming out of my mouth! Alas, I can still speak the language--the two weeks at home didn't seem to deteriorate my language skills much. Just occasionally I think of words in English first instead of German, much like the reverse of what I did at home. Interesting.

One thing I do have to confess though is that I am still majorly missing Mexican food. I ate sooooooo much of it at home, and yet I still crave it. I've indulged myself in Turkish food twice now in the last 24 hours, which is a good substitute not available in the states, but still... anything for some chips and salsa and queso... sigh... I also ate a "sandwich" yesterday, which no one in America would really call a sandwich. It was very disappointing. Gotta go grocery shopping so I can make my own.

On a more positive note, the weather here is GREAT. And by great I mean not freezing, for one thing--around 50 most of the time, actually!--and there is much more sunlight than when I left. This morning was really beautiful and sunny. It's amazing how much that helps me feel better!

Now it's time to get cracking on some homework. Prayer is greatly appreciated for the work I have ahead of me the next two months--namely, 3 huge term papers which at the moment I'm rather scared of. But, there will be many fun things to come as well... just gotta muscle through, like Stelmaszak used to say, haha...

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Los geht's...

Well, it's time to head back to Berlin, after an incredible two weeks at home. I think I'm ready. I needed this time very badly and God has done more during it than I could've asked for. Things are going to be different. I'm excited about it.

Thanks to all the wonderful Brentwoodians I love who made the last two weeks really special. I will miss y'all tons! Berlin friends... see ya real soon. I'm looking forward to it. :)

Love,Stina

Friday, January 05, 2007

Who is my anonymous blog commenter???

I'm beginning to wonder who's posting "anonymously" on my blog... not sure if the anonymous commenter from the salami post is the same as the anonymous commenter who asked me to bring home a WWI-era tank or airplane for Chrismas are linked, but perhaps... at any rate, I'm curious about both. So, if it's you, fess up!

On another note... life is good. I'll be ready to go back Sunday night, but I've loved my time here. No reverse culture shock. Except that sometimes I think I fumble with words more than I used to--I've stopped inserting random German words into sentences, but sometimes German words come to mind before English words.

Dinner time now, but I will provide a more thorough update on my adventures in Brent-hood sometime soon. :)